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Comic,Yaoi(BL),Yuri(GL),Bloody,Gore,Violence,Comedy,Full Color,Horror,Medical,Psychological,Slice of Life,Tragedy
🇬🇧EnglishTr From🇬🇧English
Publication:Hiatus/2025-?
BATO Status:Hiatus
Read Direction:Top to Bottom
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Hinonki, an 18 year old boy from a stable, loving family with a promising future. His life seemingly perfect he excels in school and enjoys the comforts of a wealthy upbringing. However, his world is sharply disrupted when his best friend Reiki withdraws from school following a heated argument. Concerned for his friend, Hinonki especially since he found out that Reiki was harming himself and has had suicidal thoughts. Unbeknownst to Hinonki, that fateful day, after their quarrel, Reiki tragically ends his life. In the aftermath, Hinonki waits outside Reiki's apartment daily, hoping for a glimpse of his friend, oblivious to the devastating fact that Reiki is gone. Meanwhile, Reiki finds himself in a bewildering empty room after his suicide. There, he encounters kiyoshi a 20 year old who reveals that he revived Reiki. To kiyoshis fascination with Reiki. Despite Reiki's desire to die. Kiyoshi tells Reiki that Reiki's existence is the only thing that is keeping kiyoshi alive and that Reiki is Kiyoshi only hope in life and wants him to keep living. Kiyoshi expresses a possessive care for Reiki, insisting that he will not allow Reiki to kill himself again.As the story unfolds with his longing to reconnect with Hinonki while contending with Kiyoshi selfish attachment, fearing that his own will to live is now intertwined with someone else's. Simultaneously Hinonki's journey to uncover the truth about Reiki's fate leads him through a series of compelling challenges, including comforting familiar faces that evoke his past.
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⚠️ CONTENT WARNING & NARRATIVE STATEMENT
This is not a love story in the traditional sense.
There will be moments of tenderness, quiet gestures, and emotional bonds but none of the relationships in this story are healthy. They are toxic, unbalanced, and shaped by trauma. That is intentional.There are seven central characters, and every bond or (ship) between them will carry elements of emotional damage, manipulation, or obsession. These dynamics are not meant to be romantic ideals. Instead, they reflect the fractured ways each character tries and often fails to connect.
Each of them has been scarred by pain, loss, and fear. Their perspectives are shaped and warped by what they’ve survived. This story is about exploring those consequences, not only on themselves, but on the people around .
"My mental health isn’t always the best, so I often need to take breaks. Because of that, updates may be slow, and I can’t promise a set schedule. If I ever go a year without posting, that likely means I’ve decided not to continue but please don’t worry, I don’t expect that to be the case.I’m also still in high school, which means balancing schoolwork, life, and my art can be really tough. On top of that, I struggle with art blocks often. Still, I’m trying my best to bring this story to life, and I’m so thankful to anyone who reads and supports it."
Thank you so much ♡
—Monnokii
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